The Convos We Never Had
The Convos We Never Had
The Conversations We Never Had: A Premium, Exclusive Experience
A premium healing experience for daughters of narcissistic mothers—channeled sessions, unfiltered truths, and the reckoning that set me free.
This page is for adult daughters of narcissistic mothers navigating complicated healing and looking for something deeper than therapy ever gave them.
Be the first to access these unseen conversations.
What The Convos Will Give You
Why Carole’s channeling sessions about her narc mother may help YOU.
These are not teachings.
They are transmissions.
The Conversations We Never Had is not a how-to guide. It’s the raw, unfiltered record of Carole’s own healing journey—a journey that began when she chose to speak to her parents’ spirits after their deaths. What she received in return were answers, revelations, and confessions she never expected. It changed everything.
And now, this collection of channeled sessions and inner reckonings is here for you—not to tell you what to do, but to show you what became possible when one woman finally got to ask the questions that haunted her most.
A Note About the Toolkits
Each session includes a Toolkit—a companion guide designed to help you process, reflect, and apply what you’ve just read. You’ll notice the Toolkits refer to Carole in the third person. That’s intentional.
This is her story.
But the echoes? The triggers? The insight it awakens?
Those are yours to explore.
Think of it like watching a powerful documentary—you’re witnessing someone else’s truth, but your own story begins to stir in the background. These Toolkits are here to hold space for that unfolding.
They are not worksheets.
They are doorways.
What is The Conversations We Never Had?
This is not a blog post. This is the unsettling, informative truth of the conversations I never thought I’d have—the ones that shattered everything I believed about my mean narcissistic mother, my enabler father, and myself.
For the first time ever I’m opening access to the full transcripts of all of my real-time channeling sessions with my mother’s spirit, my father’s spirit, Jeshua ben Joseph, The Divine Feminine, my soul, and my spirit guides:
raw and unfiltered conversations that reshaped my future by explaining my past, why my mother abused me, my karmic cycle with my mother, and much more
a rare glimpse into a mean narcissistic mother’s mind and life, why my father enabled her, and more
my raw reactions, memories, and reflections woven into every session.
If you’re searching for healing after a narcissistic mother’s death, these sessions may offer you the clarity and spiritual closure you’ve been craving. They’re also for those whose narcissistic mother is still alive—but you’re already grieving, already confused, and just want to understand why she is the way she is. Understanding WHY was the core driver for me.
What’s Inside The Conversations We Never Had
🖤 9 full-length transcriptions of every channeling session (45 minutes to an hour each) including:
my mother’s spirit (3 channeling sessions). Her admissions, regrets, and truths answering my burning questions about WHY.
my father’s spirit (1 channeling session)
Jeshua ben Joseph (1 solo channeling session + 1 combined session with my mother’s spirit). Jeshua gives a completely different explanation of narcissism that helped me to understand it on a different level.
The Divine Feminine, including Mother Mary (1 channeling session)
FREE BONUS SESSION with my soul (1 channeling session)
FREE BONUS SESSION with my spirit guides (1 channeling session).
🖤 My reactions and reflections woven into every session. This isn’t just a transcript. I take you inside my mind in real time:
the moments I was shocked, broken, or enraged by what I heard
the truths that set me free
the realizations that quickened my healing.
🖤 Answers to the questions we all have. And, yes, I asked them all, including:
Did she ever love me?
Did she understand what she was doing?
Does she regret anything?
Why was she the way she was?
What happens to narcissists after they die?
How does she see me now that she’s on the other side?
Is my dad with her and is she still abusing him?
All of her answers shattered everything I thought I knew!
🖤 Lifetime access for members
One-time purchase gives you lifetime access to every conversation we never had. This is content I’ve personally read multiple times throughout my healing process because as I’ve expanded in my healing, so has my interpretation of the things I read.
🖤🖤🖤 A gentle, but firm note before you begin. These are real, unfiltered conversations between me and my mother’s spirit. They contain raw, honest dialogue; intense revelations, and emotionally charged moments—including discussions of trauma, regret, and the weight of the past.
What to expect:
some strong language and emotionally intense themes
direct discussions of narcissistic abuse and complex grief
mentions of rape, including my mother’s rape by multiple men in her early 20s and my own experience of being drugged and raped at 18
description of my mother’s death, including my real observations of her final moments of life combined with how it made me feel
unexpected truths—some of which may be unsettling.
If you’re in an emotionally fragile place, please take your time and engage with this content when you feel ready.
And remember, what you take from this is yours. You are not obligated to forgive, excuse, or accept anything that does not serve your healing.
A Note on Age + Readiness
The Conversations We Never Had is not a casual read. It is raw, unfiltered, spiritually immersive, and emotionally heavy. These are real conversations with my deceased narcissistic mother’s spirit—and they are best suited for adult daughters who are at least 35 years old and spiritually open.
If you’re younger, you are welcome here, but please begin with the free blog content to make sure the emotional weight of The Convos is something you’re grounded enough to carry.
This content is not therapy. It’s soul reckoning. It will likely stir grief, rage, validation, and shock—because it did exactly that for me when the unspoken finally had words and every session unraveled something I didn’t know I still carried.
This is your healing. You decide how to walk through it.
For daughters who’ve asked why—this might be your answer.
These are real, personal channeling sessions—raw, emotional, and deeply specific to my experience as a daughter of a narcissistic mother.
Your healing won’t look like mine—and it shouldn’t.
What matters is your openness.
If you can set aside the need for it to match your life exactly, you’ll start to see your own truths reflected in mine.
This is a springboard, not a step-by-step. The answers are waiting—but they’ll only rise if you’re willing to read between the lines.
Why this is PREMIUM & EXCLUSIVE
These transcripts are only available through The Weight of Belief and cannot be found in any blog or book. This is your private portal into a healing journey few have ever taken—through channeling, spiritual clarity, and the aftermath of narcissistic mother loss.
It’s not a retelling or a summarized version. This is the full experience painstakingly transcribed by me.
The real words in real time from my mother’s spirit, my father’s spirit, Jeshua ben Joseph, The Divine Feminine, my soul, and my spirit guides.
My real reactions as each channeling session happened are woven into every transcript.
And it will only be available here.
One-time investment for lifetime access (pricing info coming soon).